Sunday, August 09, 2009

crisises of creativity (Being ADC#...?)

So, the other day I was prepping what I've been touting as a pseudo autobiographical graphic novel for the different publishing entities who are interested in the story. It had been a week or so since I read the plot outline, or the first 20 pages of script that I've written, so this was my first gander at the story with fresh eyes.


My gut reaction=fear. I didn't want this published. It's a peak at who I really am, and even though it's told in a fashion that still masks the inner most workings of ADC, it still feels like I'm throwing a huge piece of myself out for public consumption. I literally told myself to scrap the story.


I'm on the fence at this moment. Part of me says I should just put it out, at the risk of surprising or hurting people that are close to me. Part of me is saying to avoid unnecessary drama.


So. yah.



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